First Official Real Time Posting
This year for some reason has been one of the hardest holidays for me. This day in general is hard for me but this year has been especially hard. Why this year? Who knows? All I know I must trust in is that God has a plan… and why I feel lead to post this online for the first time, I also have no idea why?
I know people say “Jesus is your Valentine” and that is good and all… but that doesn’t seem to help for me. In recent years it’s been more of anger trigger, rather then a help… at least for me.
What really boggles my mind is how you single ladies go though this every year? I can’t imagine how hard it must be for all of you!? You process things in emotion and I get that in at least some forum because so do it. I know I’m a guy and so I’ll get over it somehow... but how you do it?… I’ll never fully understand. I will not explain how I understand that but... In my mind that it’s a miracle literally... and how you do it exactly in your mind and in your emotion I can't even fathom. Let’s just say I have huge respect for how you do it... anyway…
It's not that I hate Valentines Day…. it’s that I am not able celebrate it with someone who is special to me. I know it will probably happen someday but that someday might never happen either. This paradox cases issues… and this is why I understand how emotional this holiday is for the opposite sex of me.
However how guys do I would guess not thinking about it, but I could be wrong. Hey I'm hard on my own sex for a reason... we are suppose to be the foundation of women and there is a reason for that. My justification for that is just as Christ is the foundation of the Church… this is what we Men are suppose to be to our wives... figuratively speaking of coarse... Only a few see it that way... anyway... got a bit off topic...
The only holiday that I really want to celebrate more then anything... is this holiday and because I can't that hurts deeper then anything...
If I could choose the only 3 holidays in the world, I would pick Easter, Christmas and Valentines Day. All these holidays show Love… and all biblical love in some form or another… a bit of a stretch but you get the picture. I guess maybe thanksgiving too but that one gets a little complicated. I guess I will be able to some day but for now I can’t and that’s what makes this Holiday the hardest one of them all… :(...
Happy Valentines Day... for the people who are able... Just please remember how honored you are to be able to do so...
-[ADF]Grahame
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